Wow, Rake I am really shocked. I had no idea that you felt this way. Sorry if I contributed to that in any way. I thought maybe it was just a myspace problem. I have to tell you that I was a little hurt by this action and freaked because I grew to trust you so and it felt really weird to be just eliminated like that. I was doubting if I would ever open up and trust anyone on that stupid site again because I was worried that I gave u so much personal info about myself and I was like WTF is this some sort of science experiment to see how much people will tell u? I was questioning my own sanity at feeling you and I had some sort of connection. I am fine now, but wondering. My mom figures some Obama supporter sabotaged your space. I will not correct her. I will let her think that unless you tell her otherwise. 🙂 I went to the quarterly and looked at it more closely last night than I ever had before.
I hope you come back Rake because I truly enjoyed your blogs, letters, comments and friendship. I sent you some messages on myspace you can just disregard those. I also sent another friend request.
When you feel ready you can talk to me about what you feel disillusioned about…politics, life, love…what?
Did you have a nice weekend with your friend? I hope so. The emails I sent earlier last week were all in fun just to tease and poke at you. I hope you did not take offense.
Please keep in touch and I hope you feel better about things soon… What about your co-editor? I get the feeling he is you…but no pressure to answer this question. Just a thought I had last night.
Hope to talk to you soon!!
myspace is lonely without u. I miss our friendship. nicole
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Rake Morgan wrote:
> — On Mon, 7/7/08, Rake Morgan <email@example.com> wrote:
Rake Morgan Co-Editor, The Hillary Clinton Quarterly Editor,
A Rake’s Progress
Death is like when your computer screen freezes. It just stops working. You frantically push at the keys but nothing happens. In desperation you think you will reboot the computer. You try that. Again nothing happens. The screen stays frozen. Eventually you give up. You sit looking at the screen, not moving, silently looking, frozen, just like the computer screen.
But all you do is treat me bad
Break my heart and leave me sad
Tell me what did I do wrong to make you stay away so long
‘Cause baby love, my baby love, been missing ya, miss kissing ya
Instead of breaking up
Let’s start some kissing and making up
Don’t throw our love away
In my arms why don’t you stay?
Need ya, need ya, baby love, my baby love
Baby love, my baby love, why must we separate my love?
All of my whole life through
I never love no one but you
Why you do me like you do, I guess it’s me
Ooh, need to hold you once again my love, feel your warm embrace my love
Don’t throw our love away, please don’t do me this way
Not happy like I used to be, loneliness has got the best of me my love
My baby love, I need ya oh how I need ya
Why you do me like you do
After I’ve been true to you
So deep in love with you
Baby, baby ooh
‘Til it hurt me, ’til it hurt me
Ooh baby love
Don’t throw our love away
Don’t throw our love away
Songwriters: Brian Holland / Edward Holland / Lamont Dozier
Baby Love lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Well Baby Love How are you? I’m livin but only to see you. I heard that you don’t want to use “live” anymore well I’ll say it “straight.” I love you Anthony I really do lover and I always will.
Well I’m going to come up Wednesday from about 12:00 or 1:00 to around 4:30 – 5:00. Man what a tuff time we’re going to have (I hope)! But we will if I know you Anthony.
I told Berna at times Sat we didn’t have anything to talk about and she said “Anthony! Anthony didn’t have anything to say! Are you kidding! That isn’t the Anthony that I know!” Oh well we had fun anyway didn’t we.
Thanks for the note Babe it was cute! Well I better be going. Oh I told my neighbor off last night. He kept calling Bernie, Bertha, and I got mad and pushed him down this rock pile in back of our house and then I slapped him across the face! (He won’t bother me anymore thank God)
Well I better go my mother is calling me!
Bye Baby Love
Love ‘n Stuff
PS I love You
Hi!!! Well I was just fooling around Sunday but I was in a bad mood cause Me & Madeline had a fight with our parents. We were gonna see 2 On A Guillotine but it wasn’t playing anymore at the Palace.
Anthony I’m glad you wrote that note to me. Cause I mean the same thing I really love you and always will Because you’re the only one that I love. You just better remember that and never forget it.
I’m sorry about the paper but I ran out of notebook paper this morning.
Bernadette and I had a fight today and man she got me so mad. She got off on the bus and then she started I didn’t like the cracks you made yesterday on the phone and all this. I walked away. Man it got me mad.
I think that Berna is the best friend that any girl could have but sometimes we both!!! go haywire and blow a fuse. I hope that we make up today.
I saw Gail today in the library and she said Hi!!! If she says anything that I wasn’t wearing your I.D. is because in my study on Mon and Fri one of the teachers is a member of the band at the Quartet Club and if he sees an I.D. on my left rist he might tell my mother so don’t worry that is the only time that I take it off.
I have to do an English report due Friday I probably will forget about it and hand it in late that’s me! But better late than never Right!
I hope to get up tomorrow cause then I can stay till 5:00 cause my mom doesn’t work on Tues.
Well I’ll see ya then I hope
Love Forever & Always
Hi Baby Love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m glad that things are alright now. Because I was so hurt yesterday that I was sick.
You’re note was sweet and I do want you to write me cause I love to hear from you. Your mood was alright Saturday it’s just that I couldn’t do much cause I didn’t want JoAnn to feel anymore hurt than she was. Alright! I love making out with you it was just because of Jo.
I want you to know that I love you Anthony and I never never want to break up with you. When I read your note I was so happy I could have kissed you right then (but you weren’t there)
Well sweets I better be going I’ll see you Friday I hope.
Love ‘n Kisses
TO BE CONTINUED. . .